Thursday, April 4, 2013


Well here I am at 29 weeks and I have already had to quit teaching gymnastics and this will probably be my last week for preschool :( For some reason this time I keep getting the stomache flu and it starts my contractions. So this new thing we tried obviously did not work for me. The doctors still want me to continue the shots because the "research" shows that it helps. But I am pretty sure its not helping me and all it is, is a pain in my butt that I could definetly live without!! So once again I am having to try to stay down to get this baby to stay in as long as possible. This is proving to be the hardest thing since I do have a 1 1/2 year old that still wants her mom!! I love her to death and I don't want her to feel pushed aside at all. I also have a 5 year old that still wants to be 2 so I need to be sensitive to him also. He is having a really hard time growing up and is very immature for his age. I really don't know what to do for him. I know I should hold him back in preschool but I really don't want to cause that gives him another year to be immature. Well for now this is it! Keema is wanting to take a nap so we better go lay down!!

Monday, February 4, 2013


Well since no one reads this I think I am pretty safe to write on here! The Widmier family is expecting baby #5! Its another girl and she is do in June. So far this pregnancy has been fairly easy because I didn't really find out I was pregnant until I was 17 weeks. I think that is the best way to be pregnant!!! I am really hoping to make it to May before I have to stay down. I am trying the progesterone shots once a week to see if they help. So far all they do is make my bum hurt lots :( I am really worried about how Broxton is going to handle another baby. He is already having a really hard time because everything is not about him. I really hope he does a lot of growing up this summer cause kindergarten is going to be really hard on him. I am sure everything will eventually work out but for now I stress lots!!! We also are now being forced to finally get a bigger car. We are not going to be able to cram any more of us into our poor little Honda :( darn it! Hopefully we can find something cheap for now since we can't afford much more than that. I am still going to be working at the preschool and at the gym so hopefully I can find someone to watch both the girls. I am really excited to be having another girl for Keema to play with. I just hope they get along better than Kortni and I did!